2017 wasn’t so bad after all

A year ago, everything was different. And now that I look back,
I realize that a year can do a lot to a person.

The end of my 2016 I guess, by far, the worst months of my life so I was never really excited to welcome 2017. I was so unsure if I can go through the days knowing my heart was still broken, I was broken. But everything shifted,from being in denial to finally accepting things, from being broken to finally getting myself back together. I guess God really works in mysterious ways. 

Spending more time with families and friends were always the best days! Single e, dami kong time. Lol The highlight of my 2017 would be about me going out on a date. HAHA Yes, after 7 freaking years.  Shout-out to the guy I first date after the breakup, you probably won’t be able to read this, but thank you for making may 2017 a  bit different.

2017 was a celebration of Life and Love.


Attended so many weddings, baptismal and birthday parties. Didn’t really travelled much this year, but definitely enjoyed partying and staying up all night.

Lost a good friend but gained a guardian angel.

Looking back, 2017 wasn’t really a year of pain but turned out to be a year of growth for me. I learned to love myself more and finally know my worth. I’ve accepted the fact that there are certain people that will come and will just be part of your life, temporarily. People come and go. I learned to appreciate and be grateful for people who chose to stay with me through all the good and the bad days.

To my friends and families who made 2017 worthwhile, thank you so much. Looking forward to more great things this 2018. 

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More than just sadness

I started drafting this post last Saturday after reading a post on James Deakin’s page about a certain car that drove off the 4th or 5th level of a parking building. What struck we was a certain comment saying that the girl who’s driving the car committed suicide because of a broken heart. May her soul rest in peace. I got curious about what happened so I searched for her Facebook account.

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Hanggang dito na lang 2016

2004 o 2005 mula nung naging tradisyon ko na gumawa ng year-end post, at etong taon na ata yung pinakamahirap at pinakamasakit. Sa totoo lang madami akong gustong sabihin, pero pakiramdam ko hindi pa ngayon yung tamang panahon para sabihin, kaya eto na lang muna…

Sa mga kaibigan at mga kamag-anak, maraming salamat sa lahat. Sa pagdamay sa panahong sobra akong nasasaktan. Sa pag-yakap tuwing pakiramdam ko hindi ko na kaya. Sa pakikinig sa walang humpay na drama at sa pagpunas ng mga luha. Salamat kasi mas nakilala ko kung sino yung totoong nagmamahal sakin. 😘

Sa’yo, Salamat. Salamat sa pamilya mo na buong puso akong tinanggap na maging parte ng pamilya niyo. Salamat sa anim na taon nating pinagsamahan.  Alam kong hindi naman lahat yun naging masaya para sa’yo pero salamat pa din kasi pinili mo din mag-stay. Maraming salamat sa mga masasayang alaala. Salamat kasi sa mga taon na yun, yun na siguro so far yung pinakamasayang taon ng buhay ko. 🙂 You were a big part kung bakit ako masaya for the past years. Hindi ko lang inaasahang aabot tayo sa ganito, na masasaktan ako nang ganito, na mas pipiliin mong balikan yung nakaraan kesa ayusin kung anong meron tayo.

At sa sarili ko, I am sorry if you have to deal with all this pain. Sorry kung pakiramdam mo hindi ka enough dahil sa mga nangyari. Tandaan mo, balang araw dadating din yung tao na makikita yung halaga mo. Na ipaparamdam sa’yo yung pagmamahal na katumbas or higit pa sa pagmamahal na kaya mong ibigay. 💕 Sana maibalik na ulit yung mga ngiti sa labi mo, mga ngiting walang halong pagpapanggap. 🙂

Hanggang dito na lang 2016. Salamat sa masasaya at masasakit na alaala.
Bagong Taon. Bagong Buhay…buhay na hindi ka na kasama.

Happy New Year sa lahat!

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