2017 wasn’t so bad after all

A year ago, everything was different. And now that I look back,
I realize that a year can do a lot to a person.

The end of my 2016 I guess, by far, the worst months of my life so I was never really excited to welcome 2017. I was so unsure if I can go through the days knowing my heart was still broken, I was broken. But everything shifted,from being in denial to finally accepting things, from being broken to finally getting myself back together. I guess God really works in mysterious ways. 

Spending more time with families and friends were always the best days! Single e, dami kong time. Lol The highlight of my 2017 would be about me going out on a date. HAHA Yes, after 7 freaking years.  Shout-out to the guy I first date after the breakup, you probably won’t be able to read this, but thank you for making may 2017 a  bit different.

2017 was a celebration of Life and Love.


Attended so many weddings, baptismal and birthday parties. Didn’t really travelled much this year, but definitely enjoyed partying and staying up all night.

Lost a good friend but gained a guardian angel.

Looking back, 2017 wasn’t really a year of pain but turned out to be a year of growth for me. I learned to love myself more and finally know my worth. I’ve accepted the fact that there are certain people that will come and will just be part of your life, temporarily. People come and go. I learned to appreciate and be grateful for people who chose to stay with me through all the good and the bad days.

To my friends and families who made 2017 worthwhile, thank you so much. Looking forward to more great things this 2018. 

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More than just sadness

I started drafting this post last Saturday after reading a post on James Deakin’s page about a certain car that drove off the 4th or 5th level of a parking building. What struck we was a certain comment saying that the girl who’s driving the car committed suicide because of a broken heart. May her soul rest in peace. I got curious about what happened so I searched for her Facebook account.

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Magsimulang muli

Natakot ako noon mag-simula muli,
iniisip ko kung kaya ko pa bang ngumiti.
Baka ganun talaga kapag sobrang nasaktan ka
Parang gumuho lahat tapos naiwan kang mag-isa.

Yung pakiramdam na siya yung umalis pero ikaw yung nawala.
Yung pag-gising mo bawat umaga lagi ka lang tulala.
Yung mag-hapon kang nakakulong sa kwarto’t nakahiga.
Yung mababalot ng lungkot yung buo mong pagka-tao at maiiyak na lang bigla.

Pero nakakapagod din pala na puro lungkot na lang yung nadadama
Kaya isang araw sabi ko, “teka parang hindi na ito tama”
Ilang buwan yung sinayang ko at napunta lang sa wala.
Sasayangin ko na naman ba?

Unti-unti akong bumangon at pinulot isa-isa
bawat piraso ng puso kong iniwan niya nalang basta
Hindi naman mahalaga kung gaano katagal inabot
ang mahalaga alam kong itong puso ko ganoon pa din kalambot

Kaya naman muli kong binuksan ang aking puso,
alam kong dadating yung panahong mag-mamahal ulit ito.
Ang tanging ipinagdadasal ko,
sana doon na sa tamang tao.

Sa bawat pag-lipas ng mga oras at sandali
Doon ko naisip, wala naman palang mawawala kung magsisimula muli
Totoo na tuloy ang pag-ikot ng mundo
at hindi ito hihinto dahil lang sa iisang tao.

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