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Lies My EX Told Me

 

This is a shout out to my ex. Joke lang. HAHA. I am not sure if this will get to him, but if in case it does, just know that I’m not writing this to make him look bad or for people to hate him. This is about me knowing all these times that he was lying but kept telling myself that he wouldn’t do such things. (But I was effin’ wrong)

  1. “Hindi na kita mahal” – I felt my heart break into pieces when I heard this. This can probably be true, but a part of me was hoping it was all a lie. How can someone you’ve spent so many years with just tell you they no longer love you? Like you weren’t a big part of their life. Like it was that easy to just walk right in and out of your life.
  2. “I did not cheat on you” – When you caught someone talking to their ex, admitting they miss them, telling they still see them differently and not just a friend or barkada, isn’t that cheating? When they’re deleting the conversation so you wouldn’t find out what other things they talked about, isn’t that cheating? A few years back, I’ve caught him multiple times talking to exes and to different girls but all I get was “I was just being friendly”. There’s a fucking thin line between being friendly and flirty.
  3. “Walang third party” – So ayun na nga, still in connection with #3, I hated it back then that he was still in touch with an ex, because I already knew he has tendencies of getting back with an ex. He kept telling me that we’re breaking up because he no longer loves me and there’s no third party. HAHAHA. Sobrang funny nito, Bes! Alam mo yung kahit mag-hihiwalay na kayo, imbis maiyak ka e matatawa ka. Sobrang bullshit kasi.
June 6, 2017No Comments
Posted inBreakup Diaries Music

Sa Wakas

“Sa Wakas” is a Pinoy Rock Musical featuring the songs of Sugarfree. I was in high school when alternative rock bands were a thing. Their music is great, really. But of course, I only appreciated how good they sounded but couldn’t really feel or relate on how intense the lyrics are. Hindi pa totally maka-relate. Wala pang mapaghugutan, wala pa gaanong feels. Pero iba na ngayon. Ibang-iba. 

The first run of Sa Wakas was back in April 2013. I’ve read so much about it and what’s it about, thus making me want to watch it badly. I was really hesitant to watch this at first. For someone who’s going through a breakup, watching it felt like adding salt into my wound. But what the heck! Masokista na kung masokista. 😆 I really didn’t want to miss this. Paano kung wala nang re-run? And Hello? It features Sugarfree songs!

Their show ended last February 12 and no news yet as to when they’re going to do a re-run. But as they promised, they won’t take 4 years for the next re-run. So the story of Sa Wakas focuses on the dynamics of a failing relationship caused by a third party. *relate much*. It starts with the breakup scene. I know what you’re thinking, what a way to start a show right? Bes, umpisa palang parang pwede ka na mag-laslas. HAHA. Damang-dama ko yung breakup. 

Don’t worry, I won’t spoil you with the “whole” story but will just share to you some reasons why you need to watch it. Of course, if there will be any re-run. 😂

February 16, 2017No Comments